I fall deep.

Sometimes I feel like artists put words to my emotions so well that I don't even have to try. In this case its Kelly Clarkson's song I don't hook up. The chorus goes

Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I come slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand, your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no, I do not hook up, up, I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight

I'm not going to give myself away to just anyone. The work of Jesus in me is helping me to become the woman I am meant to be to support and love the man I marry wholeheartedly. Sometimes its just so difficult to wait for the refining process to be done with, especially if the person you admire and appreciate and believe in is not leaving your heart.