Friday, March 27, 2009

Three White Roses


Last night I was able to experience even more of Gods true victory as I sat and prayed with three of the grade 7 girls I mentor each week. After countless small groups full of questions and endless discussions about their lives and the boys they like, they finally decided they wanted to experience the LOVE that comes with knowing Jesus Christ.


During small group time I was going to share with my girls a song that had touched my heart- its called "Love Me" by JJ Heller.

Although I have only been listening to her music for a couple weeks now she has inspired me musically more than anyone else. Her music is about the reality and truth of God in every circumstance; her lyrics tackle difficult issues and speak from life experience. If you have time give her a listen.


Then God prompted me to share a different one instead- I played the song "Invisible Love." also by JJ Heller. We discussed what it talked about- I love the lines "If my eyes could see you I’d have no faith to prove." "Lord, I know your whisper though I’ve never heard the sound.". Our conversation progressed into talk of why we believe in God even though we cannot see or hear him. We talked about friends who were unbelievers and the reason why alot of people choose not to follow God- because they cannot have what they want, their own worldly desires and pleasures. As Christians we submit our lives to God and trust that he knows what we really need before we do, that he only gives us whats best.


Shaelynn, one of the girls who is always full of energy, has tons of things to say and has shown a hunger to learn more about God- (she prayed in small group for the first time the week before)- piped in "You know I have never actually become a Christian before." "Well.." I told her " We can do that today if you would like!" and she responded excitedly "YES!". My heart skipped a beat- Thank you God. I asked the girls if anyone else would like to become followers of Jesus and 2 others, Aaron and Natasha, shot their hands up as well. My heart skipped two more beats- Thank you God, Thank you God. Shaelynn, Natasha, and Erinn all live in Non-Christian families but yet have shown so much curiousity and thirst for learning about Jesus in the past few months. As I prayed with them later that night I could tell that they were not making this decision because the others were, they had finally chosen to experience the relentless LOVE that we had talked about so much.


I told them a huge celebration is going on in Gods kingdom right now because three more beautiful girls have become daughters of Christ!


I am so thankful that God has used me to welcome them into his kingdom. I ran up to the pastor and told him that there were three white roses he could display on the podium this Sunday- we smiled, both knowing that God had been victorious once again!


The JOY that is consuming me right now is uncomparable-seeing people come to Christ is truly one of Gods greatest gifts to us as his followers.


Thank you God.


Thank you God.


Thank you God.

Monday, March 23, 2009

No limitations.

There is a DREAM
There is a VISION
That we may STAND
in the POWER
of your HOLY NAME


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

An Ode to Mcdees and Timmys








Aaaahh Mcdonalds and Timmys- how I love you but hate you at the same time.
Burgers + fries = temporary happiness & long term discomfort.
Mark equals fast food to sin. It looks and tastes good at the time, but leaves you feeling gross afterwards. I have realized that in the past week I have already spent more than 15$ on food and such with nothing more than 50 cents left over-(that can get me about 22 min of dryer time.)

In my late night adventures to fast food joints I have also
a.) gotten to be known as a "regular" at Timmys. O/3
b.) discovered that a mocha latte costs about 2.00 more than a caffe mocha when they are practically the same thing
c.) had an intense dance party in the middle of Mcdonalds.

Joleen and I wrote the song below a while back after a Timmy's run. We had a spurt of creativity after being unable to resist the urge for bagels and ice capps. This is to be sung to the tune of "Eye of the Tiger."

Verse
I open the door
with a mighty force
And step onto the pavement
My foot catches on the edge of the curb
And i fall flat on my face
Getting up back on my feet
Cant waste a second on bruises
Filet o fish-is calling out my name
Should I stop and say no to fast food?

Chorus
Its the glare of the drive through sign that catches my eye
And i cant even resist the temptation
As the smell of the French fries wafts towards my face
My nose just gets me going... going crazy

Its Always Fresh! and I'm Lovin It ;)
Tessaroonie

Monday, March 16, 2009

Thread of trust.













Delicate like a piece of thread
torn off my heartstrings
is the thing that keeps me holding on
clinging to the beauty of your truth

Unbreakable I stand
fragile but kept strong
rooted to the core of your simple love
nothing can pull me away from you

This thread of trust
will not let go
This thread of trust
in me you sew
It keeps our hearts together
Beating in tune
with the promise of true life

Put pieces back together
with the care of your hand
stitch up my wounds and repair the tears
Can you make me new again?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Reassurance.











So does this mean that things are going to be ok..
Will I breakthrough this?

Are you trying to let me know that you got this in your hands..
I can let it go, cant I?

You tell me I am strong and I can handle this
Can you help me to believe it myself?

YES my daughter
YES my child
YES my beautiful

Your guidance has taken me this far
You've kept my heart guarded and helped me stay pure

You've revealed to me my weakness
You've given me wisdom to strengthen it

You've helped me to trust in your providence
You've encouraged my discouraged spirit

You are worthy of my everything aren't you?

YES